12/13/24 Dream: I had a dream that I found this diseased black kitty on my doorstep who seemed to be in pain–they were clutching their bloodied front paws in pain and crying–, my maternal instincts then kicked in as I saw them on my porch looking teary-eyed as they purred to self-soothe their pain, at which point I then decided to take them inside and raise them as my own. I remember that I named them “Lucky” because had a beautiful pair of Asriel Green eyes that reminded me of a four leaf clover, and aside from the hurt paws, they had a beautiful short coat and a long bushy tail. I remember feeding them, providing them with treats, and my grandma yelling at me for adopting a new pet, saying “we already have a dog, Ashe.” I think I snapped back to her saying something like “This kitty is not okay, grandma!” And she ended up backing down saying “You take care of him then…” as she walked out the house and disappeared. I wasn’t worried about caring for him though, as he was a considerate and cute cat, and I kept caring for the little kitty as he accompanied me throughout the house and even on my cigarette breaks in my building’s foyer. Eventually, I was cooking Tonkotsu Ramen and Onigiri in the kitchen, when Lucky meowed and jumped on the counter next to me. I smiled and gave him a few chunks of meat from the Tonkotsu Ramen, along with a couple tofu chunks. I then went to turn back to the ramen, but then my vision started to fade to dark purple, and I couldn’t make out the countertop anymore. I couldn’t move, as I then became paralyzed as I watched the physical world abstract, as me and Lucky the Cat began floating within the weird void. Lucky then let out a questioning “Meow?” And I then ended up snapping back into reality with a flash of the same dark purple. I awoke tired in my bed and with a stuffy nose, but with an otherwise good mood. FIN.
Dreams often reflect our inner thoughts, emotions, and experiences, and your dream seems to encapsulate a range of themes, including care, compassion, attachment, and the confrontation of obstacles.
The Diseased Black Kitty: The black kitty may symbolize a part of yourself or someone else that is in pain or suffering. Kitties generally evoke feelings of nurturing, and your immediate maternal instincts suggest a desire to care for and heal that wounded aspect, whether it's your own vulnerabilities or someone else's struggles.
Naming the Kitty “Lucky”: Choosing the name “Lucky” could indicate a wish to find positivity and hope in adversity. The association of its green eyes with a four-leaf clover might symbolize luck and good fortune, suggesting that even in difficult circumstances, there's potential for something beautiful and fortunate to emerge.
Conflict with Your Grandma: Your grandma’s objection to adopting the kitty might represent inner conflicts or external judgments you face in your life. Her eventual concession could signify that your determination to care for what you feel is important can overcome criticism or disapproval from others.
Nurturing and Care: The act of feeding and caring for Lucky reflects your nurturing nature. It could also symbolize your desire to nurture aspects of yourself or your life that need attention. The care in providing food like ramen and onigiri, which are connected to comfort and home, emphasizes fulfillment and satisfaction in relationships or endeavors.
Floating in a Void and Paralysis: The shift to a dark purple void where you felt paralyzed may signify feeling overwhelmed or stuck in a certain area of your life. Purple is often associated with spirituality and intuition, suggesting that during this time of contemplation or transition, there may be an aspect of your life you are trying to understand or embrace.
Final Awakening: Waking up with a good mood despite fatigue may reflect a positive resolution from this dream. It suggests an acknowledgment of your emotional journey and a sense of acceptance regarding the complexities of nurturing and responsibility.
Overall, this dream seems to reflect your compassionate nature and desire to care for the wounded parts of yourself or others. It conveys themes of love, nurturing, and navigating the challenges of caring while hinting at personal growth and self-discovery.